Do you ever lay in bed and crave someones arms around you but like its not gonna happen so you want to explode
As I sit here alone, I think of what life I have lived so far. There have been some dark times. But I do not see then as bad anymore. Those times were good for something. It gave me time to think about why I had to deal with it. Why I saw them as dark. I now know dark times are for you to see what bring you light. And how only during this dark times, you will truly know what will bring you happiness. What will make you happy and not worries about past or future dark times. What will make you focus on the time at hand. The things that make the whole world stop. I sit here thinking of someone who has this power, I just wish she was here. I try not to think about how is she is not but how she makes me feel when she is laying next to me in bed. How she feels wrapped in my arms. How she only has this power because even when I tell her some of my darkness secrets, she will look in the eyes with her smile on her face with her arms wide open. This able to look past my problems and care about me as a person is rare this days.